Epilepsy

[jennifer2]

well, i'm going to go to a basketball game tomorrow and see how i do. hopefully all will go well. my husband won't be with me because he moved out of the house and is filing for divorce. he had planned this for 12 years, but i started having seizures 2 years ago, which delayed his leaving. i think why he didn't want to go to the games was the inconvience/embarrasment if something happened to me. i think it was more of a selfish reason on his part than his concern for me. he has put me under a lot of stress with his leaving, but i've only had one seizure because he started talking about the splitting of the money, which i'm concerned about with my long term health care.----the meds are so expensive. anyway, i figure i may as well go to a game and see how i do rather than live my life and fear and always wonder what if. At least if i have a seizure then i will know that i truly need to avoid these events.